Sadness, sadness is the world that describes how I feel at this very moment. Seeing him at work everyday and knowing that he is sleeping few metres under myself rips my heart apart.
I know it is a matter of time. I know that Im strong enough to be able to see the light once again at the end of the tunnel sooner rather than later.
Now everything has loose its sense and that is probably what scares me the most. TRUST, INTIMACY, LOVE... Will I be anytime ready for that again?.
Sadly, life never stops surprising us. Nobody has died so, why do I feel as a part of me has already gone for forever?.