If you weren't here right now, my life would be much easier. I can't stop listening to Slipknot's Snuff thinking what did I do wrong this time. I have come to the conclusion that no matter how hard I try, I'm totally addicted to you and even though I know that this fact equals hurt, I keep on coming back to you for more over and over. What do I need to wake up and realise that we are not meant for each other? How much pain can I stand before ending up totally heartbroken?.
And that's the very moment when tears come, when I realise that it is not you but me the one having an "internal issue". An issue that needs to be battled by no one else except myself.
To be continued...
