Wednesday, February 24, 2010
OH MY ROB!.
Still can't understand why, but it is impossible to remain impassive before him. Love him or hate him. I have chosen the first one.
Friday, February 12, 2010
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.
I made a promise to myself: Since this very moment, I'm going to start taking care of myself without caring what other people will think. For once, I'm going to put myself and my own interests before anyone's. It is time to be selfish. I don't want to make the mistake of forgetting myself because of other person and end up totally hurt and with a huge depression.
I'm going to surround myself with AUTHENTIC people. People with principles and people who want to know your opinion and don't censure yourself just because you don't share the same thoughts or ideals.
Although a little bit late, this is my new year resolution. I don't want to waste a single minute out of my precious life waiting for people who will never come back to me.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
REJECTION.
If you give me a dictionary and tell me to pick the word I hate the most, that will be probably rejection. Three syllables full of meaning which can totally destroy people's lives and feelings. Through the years, we have seen thousands of poets and singers relieving their sorrows, frustrations, turmoils and anger through their art. Guess I found mine posting here my inner thoughts.
I asked for some help to my good friend, and better lyricist, Mattias K in order to define the pure meaning of Love Rejection. As usual, he didn't disappoint me. According to him, it is the fear of feeling naked in the sense of another person knowing us from the inside to the outside.
According to my so called "special vision about love", I have been constantly rejecting love during these last three years. Of course I haven't spent those under a vow of chastity, but my behaviour indicated that for me they were mere one night stands. I may be hurt next day but it was much because of my actions and the embarrassment I felt towards not only my acts but also myself.
I'm not a believer but please God, I really want to believe in LOVE again.
I asked for some help to my good friend, and better lyricist, Mattias K in order to define the pure meaning of Love Rejection. As usual, he didn't disappoint me. According to him, it is the fear of feeling naked in the sense of another person knowing us from the inside to the outside.
According to my so called "special vision about love", I have been constantly rejecting love during these last three years. Of course I haven't spent those under a vow of chastity, but my behaviour indicated that for me they were mere one night stands. I may be hurt next day but it was much because of my actions and the embarrassment I felt towards not only my acts but also myself.
I'm not a believer but please God, I really want to believe in LOVE again.
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