HOWS IT GOING?.

I have been feeling dizzy for almost a month now . Taking so many antibiotics due to this annoying tonsillitis is not helping me in any way. Probably, that's the reason why, I decided to surrender myself to an Italian. I didn't ask him for that much back: honesty will be the "key word" this time, mainly because I refuse to be somebody´s second dish or option. In fact, I was never good as a guest star :)!.

It scares me to death to be in this position. I don't want to feel vulnerable again. And it is not that I have huge feelings towards his persona yet, but I found myself thinking about it too way too much lately. But for the first time, I decide to relax myself and simply go with the flow.

Nobody knew, when I first came, where this whole experience would take me and I'm definitely not going to surrender myself at this stage.

FROM DAY TO NIGHT BY KATE MOSS.

ETERNAL RETURN.

I hate not having any inspiration at the moment. It seems that nowadays my life is a white canvas with nothing written on it. I realised that something must be done ASAP. A change, a challenge, something new that keeps me on track. I'm tired of this routine I have been immerse for already 5 years. The same story over and over: Work, home, going out during the weekends and looking forward to the coming holidays. Every year is the same story but different destinations to travel to. Is there any way to break with this routine? Moving will help me in any way?. That's my worst fear.

So many questions and so little time. Years pass by extremely quickly and sadly, I must say, that something must be done now or never. Such a pain thinking about the future!. God Blesses the more than famous Carpe Diem.

BEST PROPOSAL EVER.

You and me,
Your laptop,
My place,
My bed, dressed!
We are not allowed to talk
We take turns to put on music
and we communicate by writing on a piece of paper.

...Shame the guy turned to be a completely asshole!.

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
- Bob Marley

WEEKEND PERFECTION.

CRIME AND PUNISHMENT.

Karma is a bitch. What goes around comes around. You get what you give. Everything is true. Every single day I'm still punishing myself for what I did back in the time. How could I?.

Once you told me: "I adore you". Today when I read it, I cried out loud because I didn't deserve those words. The truth remains under my skin and I have to live with that. Some people call it punishment. For me, that is karma.