MAY BANK HOLIDAY.

It seems that it has become a ritual calling sick for the May Bank Holiday. I'm watching him sleeping quietly in my bed while I'm writing these lines. I'm scared. He knows and understands all the shit Ive gone through, cause he suffered the same diseases when he was just a kid. That caught me as a surprise. You never know when you are going to meet the next peson that turns your inner world upside down.

It seems that the same story happens to me over and over: once I decide to leave everything behind and move on, I find a person who seems to like me as much as I do. Hate that feeling but as I usually say to myself, The Show Must Go On.

FINAL COUNTDOWN.

This is the moment to take decisions. Decisions which will affect not only my present but also my future. The hardest part has already been done and my family agreed with that. They let me go although I think they are still doubtful about it. There has been so many times Ive been saying the same without doing anything, that I think that nowadays they take for granted that I will be remaining in "The Bubble" forever.

The Asia trip opened my eyes in such a way that everything is different since the day I came back. For the first time, I know where my future is and I know what I want to do. I have to admit that the change scares me to death but new challenges are needed in my life asap.

There is still thousands of questions popping into my head every now and then about the concrete place and dates. What is a fact nowadays, it is that I will be starting the TEFL course on May. As soon as I am done with that, I will start looking for an overseas place to crash for a while. Any suggestion?.

SIMPLY DAVE.

The fact is, I've obviously always felt more strongly than you
and I just had to get that through my thick skull
and move on.

SIX OF ONE AND HALF A DOZEN OF THE OTHER.

As everything in my life, few minutes after having finished writing my previous post, I had terrible news: Big and very bad changes regarding my job. For the first time and in a very long one, I didn't get angry and I took it a sign. A sign that suggests me it is time to leave. That's why, after considering the pros and cons, I decided this is the year I will leave "the bubble" for good. The deadline will be September and I already started today sending my CV to few overseas countries. Stay tuned for last updates.

OUT AND ABOUT.

After 3 years in dry dock, I feel ready to go back into the market. No more revivals, no more tears for past lovers and no more second thoughts. Everything will be new and challenging from now onwards.

Hopefully, I have learnt something out from my previous experiences and they will help me not to be so open about my feelings and so naive. In these last couple of weeks, I found my inner "ray of light" that made me believe once again. Thanks Anna!.

ME LIKEY.

One good reason to wait for next autumn: Christopher Bailey´s newest collection for Burberry Prorsum. Im in love with the high knee boots and military coats combo. I wish I could be living in a place where wearing those clothes was worth it!.

TODAY'S LESSON.

The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.